It's near midnight and hunger is striking so have come on here to talk myself into NOT going into the kitchen and having a looksie to see what I could eatsie!
...Think about the scales in the morning girl!...
I noticed today my coat was feeling a tad more comfortable which was nice. It's a size 24 long one and it gapes open badly when fastened, I long for the day it swamps me and I can wrap it round twice! The only thing that goes through my mind when out is that people are looking at me and thinking 'god she's so fat!'. I hate it and it doesnt help that I wear such crap clothes.
Havn't seen daughters dad since the argument the other night, it would be great if I wasnt such a ''fat cow'' when he shows up again though.
I don't think there's been a single main person in my life who hasn't been a weight bully. Family, boss, strangers, so called significant others... they're all the same. This is why I love animals! They take you as they are, and the fatter the better as you can then offer a comfy lap, see!
Well, hunger pang has gone, so safe to log off and here's to another day of being good!
